I love the techniques I have learned through my Life Path and Spiritual Seeking.
When the Great Awakening arrived, I was thrust and hurled into a totally New Way of seeing everything I have encountered thus far. I needed to Kick Start My System; I was Sleep Walking…
It all started with many lucid dreams of encounters with people I haven’t met, but I felt I knew them very well.
Quite some years ago I draw pictures of a Female with a Male, seemingly harmoniously dancing together, Hans joined, surrounded by a number 8 figure.
That was long before I saw almost identical figure 8 presented in the Teachings, that Kick Started me.
Another drawing I had drawn was about a Couple resting on a 8 formed bed of colours, in a restful unison, seemingly enjoying just Being There and Then.
I remember now, that when drawing those images, I felt strangely “empty” of thoughts, but filled with presence of Me; I was there.
I found those drawings just recently when going through everything I had ever collected during my life until now. The sorting out things had arrived; life has presented me an opportunity to make a full turn around and face the unexpected unknown with only Trust as my Only assurance for the Path I am walking now, will BE the Right One.
I can call it Right, because I walk it with being present in the Now, listening the Inner Knowing before putting down my foot to take the Next Step.
It is Trust because everything that happened has brought me here into this New Now. Increasingly in touch with every part of Me, from the hair to the tip of my toes, though bones, blood and my skin, (My cells has become my best friends), to the Soul Essence Within, expanding further and further towards the Core.
I have encountered the people I had met in my lucid dreams, also the Male I had drawn pictures of, (let alone SEEN the bodiless head hanging in the air above the kitchen stove, being fully “awake”, yet desperate, because at that time I felt Life being Too Hard, and doubted , if I am going to manage it at all! “Dark night if the Soul” had overcome my existence. It was the Hair that I could remember the most, from that vision).
My TRUST was recovered.
Finding another drawing, where a Female and a Male are standing side by side, with their hands joined and eyes closed, as if they had no need to look into each others eyes, because their Presence was joined together beyond the body, was additional assurance. The couple’s expressions were of content, peaceful, as there was nowhere else they could be at that moment than there, together, with hands joined. (I had even drawn the Rosie Cheeks for both of them, and written “United in Love, for Life”).
And Love I Am IN now, engulfed by it, like by that number 8, that I had drawn in each of the images, and surrounded the people in those drawings. Engulfed by Love, as if it is a sea, which waves I remember, at those moments when the Inner Waves of Energy, in increasing vigour and forte, runs through my physical existence, all the way to the cells, my newly discovered friends.
Can You feel the atoms, the protons, neutrons and electrons spinning, dancing in harmony? (The spinning had been tampered to a reversals spinn, though, so we are all working on to turn them around: the spinning back to the Natural rhythm with the 1. Creation)
By Now I am convinced The Cells are holding the Key for the many “secrets” I am about to allow to be revealed, letting Light of Knowing shine to the darkest corners of I AM, where I am still saying “I dont know”.
It would be an untruth to say, that this state of “In+Love” is permanently with me, every hour of the day. There are moments, even days, when the Past uncertainties still do sneak in, slowly, without noise, so that I would not recognize them entering, until it is almost too late. I would, at those moments, believe that wishes and vision, are impossible to bring to reality, and that the Happy Endings aren’t for us humans. The negative manifestation.
Romeo and Juliet didn’t manage to remain together either. And so many other stories we are told with Unhappy Endings, heroes and heroines with Broken Hearts. “Sorry, it isn’t possible… Love and Happily Ever After doesn’t belong here…” We accept it as normal “reality”. Needless to say, it’s a belief “seeded” in us, to limit us from discovering how powerful we are, when Love is fully embodying us, in All Levels.
The Programming
It seem to me now, as if I knee the Future Struggles, when I had drawn those picture way back then, and as if I knew then, that they will offer confirmation in the “future”, the Bow here now, on those moments of Doubt, since they DO now give me tiny proof of the Bigger Picture, that Exists. The Plan. And confirm me this, since I now can give a Soul to all people I met in the Lucid Dreams, and for both of the People in those drawings. Those Two exists in blood, bone and skin. And The Soul…
It is now Trust that still keeps Me Going On, despite Life really has turned Up Side Down and everything I believed, that was My Life, was only an illusion, crumbling down like a dry cookie; unrecognizable, shattered “dreams”.
It seems in this Now, that the Turn Around, and Up Side Down, is a Blessing; All in My Life seems to Stand the Right Side Up!
So, why then live a Life, which is filled with disappointments, loneliness and unconnected encounters, cut of that Big Picture? And feeling Helpless, repeating “It is what It is”, which becomes the mantra…
Why didn’t Romeo and Juliet got each other. And why did the Shakespeare in Love ended up Heart Broken?
Because the Programming, my Friends.
Did you Know, that when a HU-mans where convinced that an Apple they are looking at isn’t an Apple, and this kind of falsehoods goes on for 3 generations, it changes the Cellular Memory. Children born will not even question the image of that Apple; they accept, it isn’t an Apple.
Falsehood becomes the New Normal. We forget it was false…
I can see in the younger Generation of such a lively, energetic HU-mans, who feel the Flame of their Hearts calling them, and Secrets asking to be revealed for them, and Truth wanting to shine it’s Light from their Souls, are stumbling and faltering in this false reality.
They are looking to Outside to the Reality they Call life, looking for answers how to follow that Flaming Heart and how to stop faltering and be able to plant stable feet in to the ground, and to stand Upright, Proud and Strong.
How could they do other than Look Outside, when through generations this has become the New Normal! What is the Reason for that to happen?
It is the Programming.
Through generations of falsehoods, we are convinced that the Essence of Us, the Soul, is OUTSIDE of our Beingness. We learned to call it God, Out There in the High Heavens (some even said God has a gender; some say It is a Male, some like to call It Female, each One for their Own taste. )
But Outside It IS, and One got to believe it, have faith and don’t ask questions! And believe also, that One HU-man is carrying within themselves NOT the Seed of God, but a Seed of a Sin. Believe also that it is the suffering, that will take Us to the Heavenly Realms, as was told with the examples of Masters suffering before. Blood shedding and Sacrifice.
The Programming.
Which has given HU-mans all the conveniences of the technology, so that “Life would be easier”. Being a “Saviour” for them. Technologies that release the burden of “Thinking” and makes decisions for us. “Eat this diet, the App will count the calories”, “Walk so and so many miles, the App is counting the steps”, small conveniences to “help ease up life”.
The Senses! The feeling in the Body. “What I want to eat, drink and do with my body in any given moment”.
Even this! “This Application will check the buns in the oven for you, and let you know, when they are ready”… And the baker doesn’t have to use their eyes, their nose and touch with their hands, to know if the buns are ready baked for Their taste!
And so on, and so on… just to give with this simple examples an idea of Huge disadvantages in too much technology inorder to draw the picture, make the point.
How the knot in the stomach, the feeling of “this isn’t right” IS the true communication, which One can Trust!
It is the Conscience, remember?
Trust Oneself!
You Must! We got to!
To Rip ourselves free from the Programming;
You are not a machine, and neither Am I.
I AM HU-man BE-ing, with Capacities Far beyond the Programming has let Us believe. I am and You are an Angelic Being, with many layers and dimensions of existence, much knowledge of the Creation and many Experiences of Life, which has become The Knowing One Self. The Cognition, which is beyond thought.
“How Do You Know It?”
“I just do”.
Don’t ask for proof at the level of the Programming we still are, because Proof and Truth canty penetrate through that thick layer of consciously build Illusion of Life.
The nano levels of Intruders, which has sneaked in, lacerating the last tiny particle of Knowing Who We are, ripping it from Us.
We become The Drones, following the System, the Collective, The HIVE, believing that is the Oneness, we are looking for. Mindless, experiencing just tiny reminiscence of “love”, “bliss” and “belonging”….
Shadows without True Substance.
But, “It Feels like Safety”. These are the illusionary feelings programmed in the Angelic HU-mans as one of the many distortions.
We are looking for Freedom, available for Us, and parts of Us Knows, Senses this.
The Hive is calling for “False Oneness”, which the Angelic HU-mans innocently joins in. Until They, WE, realize, it was All a Trap, and the Free Will is ripped away too.
The Sacred Law of One broken. The True One, from the God Seed level of us.
Yes, there will maybe be “Wonderful Experiences of Heavens Opening and Known Masters walking Down the Stairs”, as said In The Book, promising with the smiling face “Come, my Child, I will Save You!”
Or an Alien Ship, a Federation of joined forces of the Universe, flying for Our rescue, promising that the “Heavens will open up”, “doors kicked in from the hinges” and “We will come to Your Rescue, children of Earth”, they would say.
We believe them, because their faces are so beautiful, almost like the beautiful Stars, the Celebrities, we used to look up to.
Be cautious; the Heaven they promise maybe not be the Heaven You and I want to be part of.
Maybe it is an alternated State of Being, somehow beyond the Feeling of I AM THIS I AM, which has become so cumbersome and even arduous existentially as lately.
The Programming.
We believe, that we need Someone Outside of Ourselves to come for Our Rescue, because “We are helpless and we dont know!”
When the Opposite is True.
The True Unity is Only found Within. Expanding Ones Consciousness, through the “boundaries” between Dimensions, Density by Density, One Discovers Unity with the Many Aspects of the Only One, the True God-source of the First Creation.
It occurs naturally, organically, DNA activated Strand by Strand.
The Separated Parts of The One Self finding Each Other and truly becoming United as One. From Within.
Trust!
Start from here. Trusting Yourself. Small things. Discerning and making Choices for Yourself. In the Daily steps of Life, big and small ones.
Experiencing finally how the Path will Unfold in front of You and I, and All dots will be connected; the Pieces of the Puzzle You have collected will find their Unique places, creating an Image, which One will Understand and Know.
The Picture. The Big Picture! Acknowledging that You and I, being Unique part of the Whole, Know It All.
The True feeling of Oneness, where the Individual keeps its Individual Unique feeling of Self, in an ever Expanding Sate of Consciousness.
Being able to Know the answers, looking for them from Within. Getting Inspiration from other’s experiences, using Teachings as stepping stones, avoiding døgna, and only to Wake Up the Sleep Walkers and Kick Start the Angelic Beings, who are expected to Walk Awake and Able on this Earth.
With The Knowing Within Ourselves if We just dare to TRUST.
Like I trusted the cells, I have become so Familiar with.
And the drawings, I made long ago, are now the Most Valuable things ever, helping me to Know, that All Is Well and The Path is laid in front of Me, in front of US. I know this by the Parts of I AM THIS I AM, that resides closer to the God Seed.
We must Cherish The God Seed Within.
And Protect it.
With All Our Might.
Trusting Ourselves.
One more dream comes to mind. The face of a luminescent Being, emerald coloured, eyes shining with the white rings around the irises, looked straight into my eyes, smiling Softly when saying, “You’re seeing Your life, the Hologram, it is All about You… All of it. Always”.
“Yes, I know…”
That’s All I wanted to Say to You now…
*padmaalba
For TheOneAndOnlyOne 💗
Breathe The Breath Of Life 