KNOW THY SELF
MANIFEST
So often I hear this from so many people…
They would say, “I have MINDFULLY visualized my self in a New Environment to LIVE in, New Community to BE part of, New Friends to Share my life with, letting the Flow of to give and to receive move freely between us.”
“Still I am here, in this same village, with same people, with the same problems attached to me and waiting to be Magically Solved, when they appear like Mountains too high to Conquer.”
” In lonely evenings, holding the pillow in my arms as if it would be a living Being, embodiment of SomeOne, who CAN see and feel me, and touch me, I keep on Wishing… To Arrive there, to find the One with WHOM I CAN see, feel and Touch. An intimate Friend with whom I can let go of the DOING and TRYING and just BE. BREATHE. EXIST. EXCHANGE. SomeOne to Hold Hands with and Impark in an Adventure, not knowing Where it will take US. Together…”
Same Story echoing All Over the Hologram. Is it My voice? At least the Hologram is mine, so…
WHAT IS IT I AM DOING WRONG?
The Story continues…
“The “Expert” with a fire in his Eyes says, “BE SOMEONE ELSE”. CHANGE Yourself”. Meaning to Get in touch with Your Emotions, the Inner Chatter within which describes Others, You Environment, Your Life, Your House, Your Children, Your Partner, and Ultimately Your Own Very SELF. The Chatter which willingly listens to the, yes, You knew I am going to say it, THE SHADOW”.
And I hear “But, but I have done ALL that Already and nothing has changed! Your Method is not Valid or It only Works for Others… Not for Me… “
And we repeat, “I Want to BE MYSELF. Not Change into Something Else”.
Yes. Ultimately The Other Reflects parts of me only. I CAN’T SEE THE OTHER CLEARLY. The Mirror Matrix. Hologram Of Myself.
You and I cast our Holograms out on to the Canvas of Electro-magnetic Particles. We do have collective beliefs, which we Cast Together. And we have Individual beliefs we Cast on Our Own Canvas of our “Private ” life. To experience the Experiment, called “Angelic Humans down in the 3rd Dimension, which is Twisted and not purely aligned with The God-Source”. Let US see how take make it. We will offer Assistant, yet only when it is asked for.
It is After All a Time Matrix of the Sacred Law Of One.
MEDITATE – GO INTO YOUR HEART – LET IT OPEN UP AND BLOOM
There are Myriads of Techniques to Choose from, so this has become a TASK where One can feel entangled in; not having Time, Space or WILL to even start…
It is NOT the DOING, but the BEING…
When You ARE living in an constant FLOW of Time every Moment, in Every Now.
STOP and DISCOVER THE BEING IN THE NOW
When putting aside the electronics, the TVs, the friends gossiping about other and the world, the negative Threats pushed into our eyes, years and bodies, I arrive into my Stillness.
Being Present in Being in the NOW is a meditation; when walking, when washing dishes, when eating… Being Silent in the Present Moment taking it All In.
THE SILENT PLACE
Maharic Shield carries me into a Safe Protected Place. The Silvery-Bluish-White LIGHT, or the Heliotalic Colours of Pink, Gold, Turquoise surrounds my Body, my Cells Washing away All Inner Chatter. I Arrive into My Heart and My Higher Heart. I have Two. We All do. Arriving into Safe Place. In Harmony with All. At-ONEment. From that Point of View it is Easy to Move on- Outside of Duality and Polarization. One Way Only.
The Story of My Wound – it IS my Story
Once Upon A TIME… And Only “I” can say if This Is True or Not.
Here me Out though…. Please.
I lived in a Place, somewhere else, not on this Earth. Beings there lived in Harmony, each of them long past the Question “KNOW THY SELF”. They were Embodiments of the SELF and that Reflected in their Way of Living Together in the Community with Others.
Like an UTOPIA… A Nice One.
Since my Childhood I have been aware of the Invisible World. Seeing Visions of Distruction Arriving from the North, like Black Ice spreading All Over the Earth.
The Higher Loving Being, whispering into my Right Ear, “Stay Here, in this Body, it is HERE you belong”.
The Homesickness within me was present in my Pulse, in every Heart Beat; it was never Answered by the Fleeting Meetings of Other Beings or the existence of the Genetic Family line. I didnt Belong. I was ALONE!
REMEMBERING THE HARMONY
Trying to fit in into “Reality” yet knowing this IS NOT IT! There is something Very, VERY Wrong here. And Something Very RIGHT. Pouncing between the two, creating LIFE and EXPERIENCES that would Kind Of satisfy the Desire and Longing within AND at the same time Allowing me to FIT IN. TO BE PART of the Humanity.
Cutting Away the Knowing of the MEMORY of Harmony, since it clearly wasnt the case HERE and must be an Illusion. Fantasy!
“Come Down from Your High Horse and Live in this Reality”, I was told from many, who has “made it” HERE. According to the “Reality” that is the Way, they said is the only way that is “Real”.
Luckily I didnt loose the Memory in its totality; it kept Holding Me and my Heart in its Warm Grip. Looking for the Fulfilment of the Ultimate Desire. Nothing Less.
NOW IS THE TIME – OUR TIME HAS ARRIVED
The Cycle of Ascension, the Star Fire Cycle is here. The Earth it Ascending, the Way IT / SHE still is Able to, to ITs Higher Forms. Releasing the Tight Grip of the Fallen Energy and RISE to the True Memory.
As AM I – And You too.
So, All the Denial of the Higher Existence IS NOW washed away. I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG! And It is time to Step into That Memory and Manifest it through Me. And Let it carry Me Onwards.
Hiding Your Power – Avoiding responsibility
Yes, I do Remember the Times when the Females were burned in the FIRES when Speaking Out their Truth in front of the Main Stream Controlling Powers. I do Remember the times when I, in the Female Body, accepted to be treated less Worthy than the Male. I also Remember the Times when I used my Power not in accordance of the Law Of One, or did I?
All Polarities must BE WITHIN My EXPERIENCES. No-one experiences only One Polarity.
What Ever I did, I did out of Ignorance.
And also avoiding Responsibility.
I AM NOT A VICTIM – IT IS ALL ME
You know, when You Step into Your Powerfulness, bring down All Your Higher Selves, Your Avatar from the 8th Dimension, Your KRYSTED RSI self from the 12th Dimension. Which is in fact BRINGING YOUR FUTURE SELF, which is the Higher Dimension translated into “Time-Matrix Language in 3D”, Into the NOW, Here and Now.
That Gives not only Power, but MUCH responsibility. You doing a mistake will have larger consequences, than Another One doing similar mistake, but Not Having Access to their Higher Selves. No, it is not punishment, when the Consequences Arrives. And You can Turn It Around very Quickly by Being Honest. Admitting. With Compassion.
KNOW THY SELF
THE HARMONIOUS HOME was destroyed by an Outer Negative Force. I got separated from the Loved ONE(s) feeling Betrayed. Let Down.
Carried that Wound of a belief that “the Negative will Always Win – Harmony doesnt have enough Power” with me, entering the Loop.
I ENTERED A KARMIC CYCLES which Always was proving my Wound Right.
I DID deserve the suffering, I did deserve the Loveless Life, the Loneliness. Accepting the Illusion, The Maya, as the Only Truth. Always Arriving into Places where the Destruction was Inevitable. The Denial of the Feminine Principle accepting the Authorly of the Hierarchy, which replaced the Beauty of Rings within Rings, the Quantum Creation. Like, what happened in Atlantis, You Remember?
I feel it in my WOMB.
A LOOP
Entering it Again and Again and Again…
Until Now. This Moment in Life.
I See that the Time has Come
For You and For Me And All Of the Creation, as WE KNOW IT
To Liberate Ourselves from Our PRISONS of Beliefs and Illusions, ultimately Self Created, if ONE Dare to Dive Deep and See One Self.
To Welcome the TRUTH that You and I, WE do KNOW. We Remember!
And We surely are not to Accept the Illusions in Any Form. Not Again. No More.
NEW BORN
I AM almost Afraid to BREATHE.
Don’t want to FALL into Illusion again, tricked by the Illusionary Acts of Scare and DOOM, amplifying the Sleeper Shadows still hiding within me. I will Step On carefully, yet PASSIONATELY, full of Immense SERENDIPITY Within me. Looking for SOLUTIONS, Looking for a Good Ground to Place my FOOT, to take my Next Step.
I DO REMEMBER THE TOUCH OF THE GOD-SOURCE. The Harmony.
THE TANGIBLE FEELING OF BELONGING.
The ULTIMATE DESIRE fullfilled.
I AM not ALONE No More…
I AM HOME.
I Have Arrived.
I Hold On to THIS.
I REMEMBER NOW AND NO-ONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME.
No One.
-padmaalba
In OmniLove
For TheOne
Breathe The Breath Of Life 