All Worthwhile Journeys start with a Prayer.
I have Prayed in Love I believed.
Blessing everyone I know as a child after the Evening Prayer
My older siblings was given a Common Evening Prayer by mother
In this prayer one is asking for protection with a fear of death.
Not been able to wake up after falling asleep. To be taken to Heaven.
I, as the Third child got to know another one.
To ask to be able to fall asleep on Gods lap.
With Kristos Angels guarding my bed.
Amen
Little did I know I would pray in the name of Amon-RA, the Egyptian God.
Welcome to the Third Dimensional World…
I did Bless Everyone I knew
As I believed Christ had asked me to do…
I saw “Him” somewhere above me, suggesting this
It wasn’t a command
But it would BE good for me…
I Knew that.
So, I did
Still do
Different way




The Prayer has changed
Transformed into multidimensional
Cognition and Alignment.
Yet I was longing for Love
Feeling of being Not-having-it
Lacking
Feeling the Separation
“I want my Catalyst”
We ask, when Searching for Love
Since
Love is then placed Outside of us… somewhere there…
Someone else has the Keys in their pocket.
For You to experience Love.
You find Out There IS the Answer
to What You are Now
Here.
Sounds irritating, possible…
But Rest assured, That What IT IS. It IS ALL YOU.
It is All Me…

If You are lacking
You will find the lack out there
If you are feeling separation from God-Source, the Original Point of Creation.
You will find the separation with the Object of Your Love
If You have a Shadow Belief
That you are Guilty
Imperfect
Not Deserving
Being even a Sinner
Believing in Sacrifice
Suffering being the Only Way to Freedom
To be accepted to “Heaven”
It is That which You will find in the Connection Out There.
It is all a Lie!
Yeah, it is Exhausting.
To repeat those Loops.
To Experience the same Hurts
Again, and again.
Wondering
What is wrong with this World.
With Me

Until You Stop
And Cry
Towards the Highest Heavens
This Can’t BE IT!
I KNOW there is More
I Want to Find Out…
That is a Desire, yes
But it has Become the Fuel of The Heart
For the Journey
Journey Within.
Feeling ALL ALONE…
At first
Not Reaching Out anymore…
Yet, not Rejecting anything either.
BE fearless in that Moment
Because it is only Faith
And Hope
Serendipity
That will keep You standing
On that Threshold
All Alone…
Yet Knowing
Feeling
I AM not Alone
What AM I?

Listening the Pounding Rhythm of You Heart
You start hearing the Whispers
Quiet at first
Only
A Feeling
Faint and slippery
To start with
But do not give up
Keep Reaching
To hold the Feeling
Longer
And Longer.
BE-in-g IT.
This All Will BE reflected Outside of You

The Journey into the Core, to God-Source
To HOME
Is Starting Now.
The Heroic Journey
You will meet New People
With that Same Yearning as You do
And they Are so familiar…
Circumstances changes
Transforming
At times it feel like a Tower Moment.
You loose the familiar and safe ground.
Keep on Going
Fearlessly
You will receive
Dreams which are HD
Increasingly very Real
Possibly a Dream
Where You see Yourself as a Child
Looking deep into Your own Eyes
With Expectations…
Be Conscious in the Dream.
When wanting to Walk in the Dream
Learn to do it by Will.
You decide.
You Choose.
Dreams with Teachings
The True Teachings Arrives
They Always Suggest
Gives an Idea
Never ever do they demand or command
No Authorities
No Gurus
No Teacher Figures
We are Living in a Matrix of
Sacred Law of One

Based on
- Love
- Life
- Joy
- Freedom
Anything else is another kind of Matrix
The Lack Matrix
Please, do not Go there…
There will BE a Day
When You will Feel Love
Without a Reason
Everything feels Just Right
The Reality around you IS beautiful
And, yes, we do see the other things…
Yet remain in the Love
Aligned
Centred
And Do what we can with what is in front of us…
Without loosing the State of BEing
I AM THIS I AM
I AM LOVE – I AM LOVED – I AM HEALED – I AM IN THE SAFE UNIVERSE – I AM CONNECTED TO THE GOD-SOURCE – I AM EMBODIMENT OF GOD-SOURCE – I EXPRESS GOD-SOURCE IN MY THOUGHT, WORD AND DEED.

NOW it is Time
To meet the One
Receiving a Message
“We are Together”
When You already Know it…
Embark the Journey of Togetherness starting
Me become WE.
An Invitation to a Dance
Between the Droplets of the Worlds
Say YES, I AM Happy to
Please do it…
It IS WWW
Within
Without
Whole
Let us Start That Heroic Journey
- Padmaalba
In OmniLove
For TheOne
