THIS IS A TOUGH NUT TO CRACK FOR THIS NUTCRACKER
Managed here to touch this
On the Surface only.
But here we go…
To become a Sovereign Human
Who increasingly expresses
The Soul
One must know Oneself
And
To Love Oneself
To accept Oneself.

I, like many others, often miss
That feeling of Acceptance
Don’t we?
Maybe not?
I still do sometimes…
Look at the Mirror
And Say I Love You.
Admire Your physical appearances
The therapist told her
How can one believe it
When the subconsciousness
Whispers the opposite
By design
Formed from our Double
To keep us NOT evolving
For me…
It started from
Learning to Love God
Which was Natural
As a child
Lost it on the way
And became an Artiste
Performing
To be accepted?
Until One day The audience
Saw my form on the stage
And we connected
1 On 1
I realized they each saw something
Different…
I had become a Mirror
Empty from any identity
Being Nothing
And Reflecting Everything.

That lead to Spiritual Quest
Leaving behind Absolutely Everything
Yet coming back to it All
After some rounds
Nowhere to Go to Find
My Self
But Within me
My Self
And I
I AM Loved by
God Source
Universe
Higher Benevolent Beings

I just Get it…
Feel it…
Good enough for me.
But…
The only thing was this Shadow
Whispering the opposite being True.
Next Quest was to
Get to know Her
We are getting there
To become Good Buddies
Like Twins
With Respect
Allowing Each Other
To Be
Yet Agreeing where we are heading towards.
Together…
Under the ☔
Of our Soul Matrix
And we have a great deal of Conversations
About Absolutely Everything
And Much of it is about Love…
Empaths
Such a beautiful word
I know some who
Has turned it into
Substitute for Love
To get Sympathy
For All the Pain their Suffer
From being an Empath
Feeling It All
Not yet
Realizing
it is a valuable
Tool
To Heal
A True form of a Human
I know… This World now
Is a difficult place to live in…

Without Self Love
Where the Self is Ultimately
Totally Aligned with
God Source
That tool will work against its
Mechanisms and Wisdom
Oh, this Selfie became Good
Love Your Self

Versus Narcissism
Narcissistic person
Is also an empty Vessel
Not filled from Existence of God
But from The Other
From whom they need the Confirmation
Lacking Empathy
Yet can be Charming
Because is a tool to catch Others
For Self-serving gains.
For Food
Have Grandiose Self-image
Because the Self within is tiny.

The One with Self Love
Knows the Imperfection of them selves
Have an ability to Self-reflection
In the Mirrors around them
And don’t need anyone the confirm
Their own existential value.
They are humble
And proud of being Child of God
In touch with the Self
And Eager to learn more
To Evolve
This world seems to be divided
In two.
The People with Self Love in God
Who serves the Others as Part of The same God
Part of themselves
And People without Self Love
Or True God connection
Whose only aim is to get themselves served
All the time and
Everywhere…
Where goes the Fine Line
Between these two?