Karmic” Imprints across the “Time”.
Do You remember…
The Time in Atlantis, when “We Lost It All”.
The Temples were blown out, in order to Protect the Stargates from being overtaking by the Fallen Ones. It was the Guardians who blew up the Temples. With Love.
And We saw the destruction of All that was Ones Sacred and full of Beauty, Harmony and Healing.
Blown into pieces, to minutes particles. Vaporized, so that no-one can retrack the Structures and build them back again. No One.
Vaporized… 🌬️🌊💧
Everything within.
Also the Bodies…
We saw it All.
We FAILED!
Yes, we were offered a Choice.
To Leave
To Evacuate with the Guardians.
Or
Stay With the Partner that was taken over by the Nephedim.
“Make A Choice”.
And Choices We made.
And We knew We will never be the same again…
Terror.
“Becoming Unglued at the seems”.
The Morphogenetic Fields blown apart.
Thrown into the “Incarnational Cycles” created by the Fallen.
Into A Loop.
Going Around and Around and Around. The Same Carousel…
Losing the Connection with the SELF as a Liquid Light Avatar.
Yet…
Here We Are.
Together.
Stuck in these Densities for over 200 000 years.
Carrying with us the Knowing
“We FAILED!”
Deep Frustration.
“We were LATE”.
I blame Myself.
You blame Yourself.
The Guilt is almost unbearably, yet I carry it over the shifting “Times”. From One Loop to Another.
The Guilt.
It keeps its hold on the Soul.
I feel it in the Solar Plexus. It is nestled in the Sacral Chakra.
This created Sticky Karmic patterns.
Rigidity.
Need for Perfection.
To be Absolutely SURE that I get It ALL Right. All the Time.
Never Satisfied…
“You’ve done GREAT”, I hear.
“Oh, well… I try…”, feeling I still didn’t hit THE Marker.
ATLANTIS Rising.
It is ALL back here now. The same Beings. The Same Conflict. The Same, the same, the same…
WE CAN NOT FAIL NOW.
Now I know the Origin of the Unknown Guilty feeling, which has followed me…
I was living in the world and feeling guilty of All the suffering, as it was caused by me.
Which it was. By US.
Through the Quantum Time I saw it All.
I saw the Horrors.
Breeding of the Oraphim Females, to keep some of the Higher FIRELETTERS intact and they add into it some reversed ones, to create right chromosomes for “them”. So that the Fallen Ones can incarnate into Half Human & Half Fallen genetic pool.
“I will never have children”, many women feel.
Because of the Guilt.
And because they do not want their own Genes to Continue.
They Feel they want to BE DONE!
I do at least…
The Twin Couples got separated by Force, Manipulation, Mind Control, One against The Other. Mistrust.
And the Guilt.
It was My Fault, You suffered.
I suffered.
I wasn’t able to Save You. To Save Me. To Save US.
Mistrust and suspicion to the other Gender. Cut away from One Self and from the Harmonious Flow of the Female and Male Energy within.
Loosing the Only One.
“I will never Fall In Love”.
Since it is a Fall.
All the Miasmas collected and carried within, like a heavy luggage on my shoulders in A Journey. Attracting New Ones, collecting like a Swamp or a vacuum cleaner, “Aspiradora!”
Aah, some sense of relief from the Suffering. Self-loathing and self-punishment in Steroids.
And ALL THE LOVE that is Falling on Me like a Rain, from the Heavens Above and from the Core, the Higher Selves, is boomeranged back.
Love is deceptive, yes?
No
Not anymore.
Had to dive into it All, just a One More Time.
Because I AM THIS I AM, and I am Ready to GO.
Diving into those Murky waters to MAKE SURE no threads are still glued into the Sticky Deception.
We flew to see the THOTH character and said “Why do You want to be remembered as a Deceiver, when You COULD be remembered as the Hero?”
No Answer.
No need to answer, it was a rhetorical question, anyways…
Do You, what ever way You see fit.
I DO ME.
And US.
It is Time To Move On…
It Is ALL DONE.
Congratulations!
You did Great!
I did Great!
And We Do!
padmaalba
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