DENYING HALF OF THE CREATION

“The optimist sees the rose and not its thorns. The pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious to the rose.” – Khalil Gibran

TALKING THE WALK

So, I got Beaten Up

With a Spiritual Whip

Wasn’t Pleasant

But very Liberating

Consciousness Expanding

Think Positively, they say…

What is Positive?

Is it to be in a State of Consciousness

Where I see the Reality

Around me only acting

The Way, I would Like it to Act?

To experience only Those Feelings

I consider being Pleasant

Like Love being Only Sweet experience

Fulfilling All My Expectations of

What I choose to experience

Not trusting the Flow of Life.

Desire to Get My Needs fulfilled…

And not seeing the Negative Things

Happening in the World

Because of the Fear.

“Oh no, It will bring My Frequency

Down”

They say

Ok…

I see that will not Be

God Consciousness

I hear the Mantra

I AM GOD

WE ARE ONE

being repeatedly said

So

That Good, who we say we are ONE with

Created the Universe

And in That Creation

Some parts of it are

Shunned

Really?

Because we are afraid to see All of it

We Shun Away half of it.

Denying

is to believe that

The God Source Closed the Eyes

Denying the existence of part of The God Self.

And Just Loved the

Once that are Acting the Way

That Is Right and According to

the Codes

The Law of Creation

based on Love

In Half of the Creation

Some are Denied of their existence

when believing

“If I don’t think of it, if I just program my self

it doesn’t exist, it WILL not exist”.

Judging with Labels and for that

I see the Other

Stupid, having

Limited View

Labelling and Judging

Anti-this that and the other…

When

Some sabotage Their Lives

Crying, “Why, why, why is

God Source so Unloving

So Hateful”

And I hurry up labelling

It with any suitable name I choose

In my Basket I call Labels for the Negativity of Creation.

“In the hour of adversity, be not without hope; for crystal rain falls from black clouds.” – Nizam

What will happen to me

if I do open my eyes

and just take a Good Look?

Even the evil?

(Where You about to say it out loud?)

What AM I Afraid of?

Fearing it somehow sneaks in

And become part of me?

Oh, so it ISN’T part of my Oneness?

Still hearing

I AM GOD

AND WE ARE ONE

How?

By accepting that the Negativity

is also part of me.

The Shadow parts

Of the Parallel

outside of the Alignment

with Christed Road

back Home

When The Earth is reaching towards

It’s Parallel

It’s Shadow

Pulling it in

In order to merge with it

And Rise

The Parallel

Where My Shadow Double exist too.

And I don’t want to become One with it?

And Rise…

Denial…

So

The stupid One

Is Loved too

The Anti-Ones

Are Loved too by the Creation

Since the Building Blogs

Of Creation

Are that we call

Love

What is Positive ?

To open my Eyes

And see Everything

Absolutely Everything

And Choose to Do something

Progressive

Expanding

In All situations I am facing

In my immediate Environment

And Being Optimistic…

Hopeful

(Ok, I didn’t “manage” to change the Other But that wasn’t my place to do either)

Each situation offers different

Option for Solution

For Learning

Solutions

Which are the Most Expanding for me

Opening my Mind for more wisdom

Become More Consciousness

Of God’s Creation.

Being More of Love.

Taking firm steps to Arrive Closer to becoming God

Of that I AM

Which is the Christ Consciousness

Can I say

I AM GOD

By denying the Existence

Of what I call negative?

Refusing to see it.

Refusing

To participate in the World

Of Duality of Creation

Where One without the

Other

Cannot exist

Light without the Dark cannot exist

Denying it

Because I AM “Spiritual”…

“Because it sucks the Energy out of me”, the Denial says.

The Energy get sucked out of us

Only when we Fall out of Alignment

With the Bottomless Source of Gods Energy.

So, by “Being Positive”

Denying the Reality

I fell out of Alignment, did I?

Believing that by denying All

Accepting only Half of the Creation

To face it

I will somehow

Anyway, and how

Arrive to the Level

Of Oneness

The Christ Consciousness

In the Higher Level of Existence

Of My Self

despite NOT Knowing It All

Not Knowing

Half of the Creation

Of the Creator

Who knows It ALL

I CANT…

I AM THIS

In the duality

The Reality

IS THAT It is

And All of It Part of Me too

In the Sacred Law Of One

Part of God

The Creator

Who does know

Everything

The Good

The Bad

And The Ugly

Denying nothing

Knowing it

As Necessary

Part of That Creation

And as

Loved Children of the Creator

Not denied to Experience of

The Fall

In order to Keep the

Sacred Law of One

Of Free Will

Grave Warning

was given

Do I rather come Another Round

to this Dimensional level of Duality

In order to Face those parts

of me I denied the existence of Here and now?

The “Lower World”.

The Third Chakra, my mind making assumptions.

The Second Chakra Were the Shadow lives.

Denying The First Chakra

By Not Existing In the Reality as It is

Believing that is the existence of Not Being From it.

I don’t want That!

So, I take a Good Look

with Open Eyes

and Open Heart in Love

of All in this Creation

Experience the True Light Created

In that Sacred Knowing

And see where it takes me…

Padma Alba

For MyOneAndOnlyAdonai – without whom I wouldn’t be where I am

• This Essay is Loosely based on lecture by Ashayana Deane, Kathara Healing